after what he told me, im afraid of losing him. ya Allah, panjangkan umurnye ya Allah. i really love him so much. He is the only guy that i really love n treasure alot. Ya Allah, aku mohon agar abdul karim adalah satu-satunya Khalifah dlm hidupku. May our love is only for both of us. Amin.
when u hit rock bottom, its hard and difficult for u to stand up and face the reality. it happens to me alot. yet i survive it cos i noe life will be easy if i don’t give up. i wana gain all those friendship tt ive lost. i wana have tt license to drive. i wana wake up everyday in the arms of my sayang. i want and i need all of this and tts why i won’t give up. u may slap me in the face publicly or criticize me in social network but i just don’t give a damn! i will prove to these ppl that im way better than tt. i will just prove you wrong.
witnessing my patients battling their sickness proves to me tt if i kp staying strong with lots of faith,patience n determination, life will definitely be easy. Alhamdulilah, with blessings from Allah, i did get bck up.
and love been so loving n understanding. i cried every time when he told me he will work hard for our future. seeing him working hard is so depressing. and he said sorry for he can’t give me what i want. But baby, listen to me, u’re everything tt i need and i want. i love you very much! Ya Allah, pls give him lots of strength and patience in whateva he do. Ya Allah, i pray tt he will never give in what he is doing now n may he succeed in whatever he prays for. ilykarim …
every little things that he did creates a smile on my face. appreciate every little thing he did.
we shall go thru this hurdles and solve it together. but somewhere i am scared of those things that cause me to be anxious. things that a lover wouldn’t want to imagine. Insyallah, everyday i pray for these anxiety to shoo away and bring lots of happy tots.
Allah swt tested us alot. Alhamdulilah we managed it together. Insyallah we will. Tears and sadness, whats new. we gotta fight it. Insyallah, may Allah swt bless us.
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